Nerves getting the best of me...

I have two doctors appointments today. One with my oncologist, the other with the specialist regarding my kidneys. I am nervous about both.

I have been trying to keep myself busy since i woke up...showering, getting ready, talking with Tim, making mothers breakfast...but still the nerves persist. I just wish time would pass a little quicker, it seems to be dragging on and on. I have to leave in about twenty minutes now, thank goodness...wish me luck.